Things.......

Things are moving right along, Things with the birth-mom are going good, we found out a few details about how she would like for the hospital and delivery are to go, which could all change in a blink of an eye.....
she will be in contact with Darla when she goes to the hospital and when she delivers, and she will be giving the green light to darla when we are allowed to know anything or go up to the hospital or anything. she has a doctors app on friday the 12th. and darla will be updating us about that appointment, the doctor at least wanted our birth-mom to get to july 12th then it is all up to birth-mom and what she wants done. we found out she went 5 days early with her little girl and we also found out the lil girl was about 8lbs, our birth-mom is very tiny and petite, it seriously looks like she just has a basketball in her belly, so cute, but with her being small and darla also told me that she is bigger now than she was with her last at this point so maybe doctor will want him out sooner than later! I just hope and pray that he comes when he is supposed to come and that she is ready. I just have been thinking about our birth-mom and cry, and wish my body could do what her body does so well. I know that this is her choice but I am sure she is wishing she were in a better place with her relationship with her boyfriend or financially or whatever and wouldn't have to be going through this on the other end! I have been feeling just lousy, and i hate to say this and it may not make sense to all of you but i feel like a monster or a horrible person taking her baby from her, and yet again i know this is her choice and............ time has literally flown by since writing this post! things got crazy good, Isaac was born and we went to see him and after a nerve-wrecking three days all papers were signed and we got to bring him home!